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Too much truth serum to go around

You know how everybody gets intoxicated to the extent where they abandon their filter, guard, and inhibitions and start talking to everyone about serious subjects such as life, love, etc.? Well, is it weird that the day after I have those moments with friends or acquaintances and sobriety takes place, I feel as though I don’t want to see or chill with them for a bit. It’s nothing serious I just need like a whole day away from them or something. The reason being, or the way I see it, is that for that moment where I was drunk off my ass, I let them, for one night, peer into the way I truthfully think and actually expressed my sincere feelings. It sounds corny and lame and all but that’s what alcohol does haha. For someone, such as myself, who walks around with a huge guard and a nonchalant attitude all the time, it’s the complete opposite side that you’re allowing them to experience. So with that said, I kind of feel awkward looking them in the face or having a conversation the day after because it feels like they got to see a part of me that nobody else did and it’s kind of embarrassing (you were drunk….I mean it’s not going to be pretty). It literally goes from me being “whatever man”, “lol I don’t really give a fuck”, “oh sickkkkk” to since I am not intoxicated, I’m going to put you through my deep psychology in hopes of helping your shit situation about an ex-girlfriend or your family issues…..or both.    Yeah, just a thought I had while I was eating pizza this morning after one of those nights. My friend called me to go to the gym and then I thought to myself, “omg……..we talked about EVERYTHING last night………”

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